How I want to be live in life like this

 Feel have load in head suddenly happen what to no reason for it.

 Mukesh call me in morning asking about health but it intent to now the situation of it and given many advice. Message from lady in donations for children but have told what I can do from my side i done and stop the conversation that may heart her so sorry.

 30 August night fall happen suddenly but I was not did anything wrong.

 Today is my second share sell at profit of 19 rupees from pervious loss also include. Buy:156.74rupees Selling price:211.40 rupees  Loss :15 rupees  Profile:19 rupees 

 Two rakhi only every time they tie three every time now it is time to arrange in life.

 Again talk with chayya and mail to his email I'd end with.in is working.

I was calling here for long time in Sunday and Saturday in her free time but today August 18 2024 ,she speak with asking me tell what but is said what to speak i don't no ,good bye and cut the phone.

 Alteryx, Qliksene Qlikview

 Again did the bad habit by myself not able to control on it god please give proper way to clear this with my condition of jobless to overcome and bad habit also need your help When will I get the job?

 Automatic happen in night but I feel it ,but not gone through it then how can I make me stronger i was not doing it but it release from by body automatic can anyone resolve it. When I will get job? God please say it fast so can come from it bad habit.

 500 rs transfer to zerodh account and buy the share of 215 & 217 rs  for karanataka and karur bank single quantity from parents money 

 August 12 2024 i was received 3000 rupees from my parents it was second time they have given it.