How I want to be live in life like this

 Today again bad habit happen not able to control,need more step to control it but first job must have i have given interview but fail due to my knowledge is less,but i can work on it. How i will get job How much day it will required to get the job. All bad mistake happen from me asking extremely sorry to all my God 

 10 minutes interview in mind gate Just ask to wait for next time.

 Chayya saw my profile in LinkedIn it was first time she saw my profile but not accepted it. I think she saw at 23 July night 

 17& 19 July 2024 had bad habit in want to control my job search tension and future tension . How much time to get the job?

 Yesterday sell made me 15 rupees loss in first time must sell share more than 16 rupees on now each share should be applied.

 Today i sell my first share at 29 rupees of medical field name prims(26.). But I saw I have got 23 rupees only in fund.

 Today again bad habit due not able stronge me not able to control my bàd habit if no one is there. When I will get the job?

 In morning bad habit happen how to come and get solution for this habit should not try affect the healthy try it nutrition food . I loss the opportunity for once  again fail in interview but how much time and effect required more time then what about the salary should be for me. When will I get the job?  God please help me to come from this habit and make success in my goal for world top  richest man 

 I always thinks bad happen with my money so my inner mind say to destroy there small boy life by cut the head from his body. Second if anyone come in house my mother grandfather house to stop them by not allow anyone to inside the house