How I want to be live in life like this

 I did the bad habit but I was came out i not got any feeling but don't want to repeat it . When will I get the job? In same field or different fields? Less salary or greater salary?

 1.40 Paisa from dividend from bank of maharashtra on 25 June 2024. When I will get job and all mistake of my life Clear and resolve it.

 I did bad habit today due to more fasturation and yesterday all going wrong with me and I am helpless. When I will get the job?

 At night bad dreams and made liquid to flow from it.but I not thing about it. Then how it happens has many questions and when will I get the job?

 Got 0.30 paise for two share from LKP security directly to bank account. But the dividend is expired on May 31 but i received on June 13 so more than two week we need to wait for it