How I want to be live in life like this

 Till March not able get the job till search for it.

 Today i decided i will not message and call to chayya tell first take all in our hand and then try for it.

 It was around 4:30pm i call to chayya with third part application some one from chayya family pick the call and said" Hello" i got stuck no one speak at every call suddenly some one started pick us got shocked may be is brother or father or going to be woodbee for future but don't know just judging it .so try avoid the call now.

 This day they provide entrepreneur training program or learning process to young girl.Now i will try to avoid the call to chayya because I got little fear now because some one is pick the call and started talking with me so i cut the call.

Today all are celebrating world plumbing day but i have never seen such day in celebrated in any area .i have call chayya ,she cut the call at 5:30am.

 Today is international day of awesomeness is celebrated but we are is same place no improvement  in life as no one is responding it now let doing same thing repeated get bored.please send someone in life to change.

 I have ready it was celebrated due breakup of love with in the story.i have message and call also at same time she always douth me now it will confirm it but i will free then i will do like this need to put in some other work to avoid it

 Just message in women day in morning and given call also not get any response she is were selfish towards this thing need to learn if this is hutting then don't try to pickup the call.

 As today is Holi celebration but we as usually we are in home normal trouting and today is purinami so just normal festival for people of our family left the world for peace and food for them and call the chayya for she cut the call and message in this mother language she is roman catholic and i am Hindu how we can get connect in life there is possible is there only god now it but i never want to join as partner as friend i want to travel as friend only 

 I try to send sorry in different language in early morning but she never give response for it alway she avoid me in message and WhatsApp block all her activities.

 Today sended rs1 through Google pay in this number but not able to find that actually she received or not i try reasearch for it sometime not it will received the amount or not cannot say it.

 She cut the call in second ring so she always take the phone in hand and waiting for the call for whom is big question?

 Try to get more knowledge in field but not able get call from any company so things negative can I try for different fields.

 Try many times not able connect her so stop now doing normal routine in life.

 Till no job from starting of this year can what to do now one is there to resolve the issue they saying all try you self to come out from it but i trying to make it when will to will get job god please tell me that ....