How I want to be live in life like this

 Yesterday's i call her at morning 8 am as usually she not pick the call then it i not try as it was early she ready for his job so i leave it for the day but try at 4:30 pm but not able connect the call so i also left for the day.

 Today I call twice two time in day one was at morning 8am and 4 pm but she never response as use while this here habit but how much long it will go done now it 

 Today also I call chayya at morning she cut the phone but i want to now if she find it then who are then what happened and today third time I saw the face of my mother she is always want to all children in her control by giving food she said no one is given me food then why should I listen to any children the word was wright no one is given now time for division in family now let find new wave to come from it and go away from the parent they are using us.

 I was thing to call but so time feel get away from her life but some time thing to talk with her but she never want to talk with me she already said if project is finished then why message me for personal thing she as given me warning for it also,but now also calling with third party application so now cut the call I got little happy with i received the reply in Malayalam in phone.i one minute she cancel the call.

 As morning fight with mother for job related and said i will make own food now from my hand as we are in together but i try early to go from there but they put as not make to divide but now I am strong once I get permanent job i will be move if they want to come with me it okay otherwise I will be stay different sorry this finally.

 Today wakeup early morning so did normal all thing and thing to call to. Chayya at 4am first two time not able to connect but third time it connect and i was shocked she received the call for 5 min I can't speak if she find then again problem arise i was keep quiet she also not speak anything she was also very silent she was wait to now who is speaking in it or by my mistake she as pick the phone i also little confuse on it but she cut the call after 15 second to 20 second 

 On 12:30 pm i again call her and she cut the call and i try but not able to connect as by third part application in Mobile so thought not good we need to leave it and again fight with young sister she has given a new life but she make thorn of every thing what she did for it.

 Today I got wake up morning and all mandatory thing and call her with same technique of third part tool . Don't know it is right or wrong and what she thing about it every day i call with unknown number is visible in mobile.

 That I was get to talk with few people who speak English well but till now I not seen any people is my previous company speak English all talk with mother tongue or Hindi commonly so not get many changes to speak in English to develop it more but her i spoken with chayya she always spoken with English as i thing she is Kerala girls age will be 25 age,as i talk with her got more close but she was talk for project only but my intent change to talk and want to get the knowledge of it but unfortunately due project issue my word with team members made regarding the project and then chayya was removed from the project and new guy was add for that then I tease the chayya"by saying thank God now the project will finish quickly" this word made harm the chayya but i was just say as kidding only but she takes in her mind .

 On 13 of March 2022 i changed the field by giving fack experience in other field in startup company then due guidance and my sister i able crack the interview as she also give the reference for job but indirectly not get benefits for it,then for one week i was so wired that said false now all thing then how can I manage it but after one week i got project allocation and then one week i came to company then saw many people not coming to company for work all are WFH then I also taken work from home as your company was very much small then few months work from home only.

 Today I was calling chayya from thirdly party application which hide my number run in internet package.she suddenly took the phone I got shock i was few minutes silent and then I cut the call then I think I will catch me by sound again so call after 7:30 pm she not pick it she cut the phone the number show it coming from newyork. Thanks 🙏 i was thinking she will catch me.